God
if You’re there
and You’re listening
to these tears
I trust that You’ll forgive me
for all I cannot do
for all I have not done
for all I never thought of
and never became.
God
if You’re there
please give me the spare key
please grant me a getaway car
I need my wish grant
on that last shooting star.
God
if You’re there
I’ll take Hell and it’s terrors
over all that I’ve made my life
I’ll take what punishments
I’ll take what fears
I’ll take it all and try and smile
because it’s better than being here.
God
if You’re there
and You can understand
all the pains of this idiot
writing this dumb piece of whatever
put her out of her misery
dry the tears
scrape off the salt from years of crying
and send me anywhere
if You’re there
get me out of here.

3 thoughts on “

  1. This is great, not because it drips with despair, but because it hits on truth at different levels:”forgive me…for all I never thought of and never became.”Man fell from the perfect image of God… Jesus came to restore that image and become the humans that God intends us to be… fully human.”God if You’re there I’ll take Hell and it’s terrors over all that I’ve made my life”Very well done…

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